Please make as many corrections as posible, I beg you! be hard on me! I really need to learn from what I got wrong. 用英語 (美國) 要怎麼說？

My alarm clock rings every single morning at 7:30 a.m, and I know that I have to get up. But I just hate the feeling of being stressed out again due to highschool and the new essays I have to do.I know my days will repeat over and over again, just like an endless loop, so I roll over and close my eyes just for "a few" minutes.After I’ve realized I slept through my alarm, I feel a huge regret since I know that I have a lot of bad habits to take care of.
First of all, it’s worth considering that my life was pretty neat before thinking about going to college, I used to have a lot of expectations about the future. But I consider it's easy to get all worked up when you don’t have a career in mind, when you have to make a decision before summer, and when everyone seems to be against what you like most. After a whole day of doing homework and listening to boring lessons, I was just frazzled to give it a thought.
On the other hand, this pandemic has also brought me a lot of trouble, people just keep dying and I feel so powerless for not being able to help anyone . It breaks my heart to see my loved ones disappearing from my life every single year, and I just can’t stand idly by while the place I live is subjected to such lack of good professionals or people who are truly willing to help.
Hence, I knew I had to make a change in my life — I just couldn’t stay like that forever, goofing around and just feeling down about it isn’t not going to help! I must live to the fullest in order to help the poorest, my family and the ones who are suffering at this moment.Thus, some days after this mind-blowing resolution, my new routine and schedule started to be utterly motivating. I didn’t feel flustered or stressed out anymore, I just knew what I needed to do, I had new goals to fulfill, and novel expectations to map out.
Consequently, I know exactly what to study from that day on. I can’t believe how much I’ve changed due to this experience and how mature and wise I’ve become.I used to live with repentance and remorse in my heart,but now I feel so satisfied with myself, I broke the most persistent habits I had and I’m not a slave of laziness anymore. I’m just looking forward to seeing what lies ahead in the future.